I am so numbed out I have not written anything in ages. I am allowing my job and a host of other things to drain all my zest away. I made a hard run for a while at Chaos Magick and effortful and effortless sigil magick. I am fairly sure, so far I have not completed what I set out to create.

School is about to gear up and I am taking a really light load, for a part timer, just on class, critical thinking..hmmm....I would rather be taking art class....

More and more it is what I feel like I would like to do. I just have no clue how to do it and pay the bills....hence the push to step up my magickal and shamanism practices.

I have to get unlost or I feel I will bail and make being lost what I master in this lifetime. Too Sad :[

As always I thank all of you for sharing and allowing me to be exposed to so much Genius/Daemon and polished talent. You are all such inspirations to me. Some day I so hope to emerge from the shadows. Put up my art...put finish up my stories and live the life I know my ? came here to experience and live.

Peace and Blessed Be